I almost feel ashamed ro ask for prayer….. I am healthy, I have a roof over my head and food to eat. Praise Abba!! But I am so tired. Tired of fighting and even praying. We are inSA. My husband was forcibly retired because he turned 60. We weren’t ready for it. Thought hte would go to 65. We battle to keep up and are R6000 short every month. I try to make an income. I try to sell things. It’s not selling. I have a mother of 85 to look after and she gave me money to pay my utility bill!!! I feel like a piece of crap!! My friend gave me money last month!! Their blessings are so appreciated, but I can’t let this continue…. I need to make money to pay my bills!! We had 11years of setbacks with children who are addicts and have anger issues…. Etc, etc. My Dad passed away. Then my mother and father in law. Then my sister…. My ONLY sister and best friend. I need to be there for my Mom. Need tp look after her. I am so tired and I just can’t go on like this anymore. Please pray for breakthrough in my family. For financial blessings and for my faith to be strengthened. I kniw YHVH is God and that He will look after us. But I am just one and can’t keep on like this. Please help me Lord. Please forgive me and my family….and thank You for Your love and blessings…..
