I am lost and confused. How am I saved by Yeshua when I struggle still to turn from my evil and wicked ways? I want to live for Him uncompromising. I do good for a while. What’s wrong with me? He is worthy of ALL of me. Chronic homelessness, mental & physical illness, brokenness. Constant attacks from Satan. Desire is not enough. I need to understand why I’m not receiving Torah. Am I a lost cause? I’m also a Disabled Veteran with Diabetes. Shalom
Abba, Father, I pray You will reveal Yourself to this person in a way where they will know that You are always with them. I pray that You will give them peace in their heart to know that each day is a process, and even in Your Word, in the Book of Acts, Your counsel is to start with “these things”, for, each week (and each day) we learn more about You and Your ways. I pray that this person will know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that Yeshua paid it all for them, and as He lives in their heart, He will cause them to know Your statutes and commandments. and He will cause them to walk in them – all we need to do is to surrender ourselves daily, and You will guide them and direct them. Be anxious for nothing! But in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Yeshua Messiah.
And no one is a lost cause. He created each and every one of us in His image. Just talk to Him and let His peace overtake you.